in approx 4 minutes, it marks 1 year and 7 months of hell and torture....hahahaha! in fact the total opposite. it has been the most breath taking, amazing and fantabulous period of my life ;) and all thanks goes to Mr. Gloersen for making it all possible ! looking forward to all that the future has in store for us, with the never ending hiccups and pretentious spits, we'll breeze thru it all :) i love you babes, and i am psyched for everything!!!! with you innit ofc ;)

today, i give it all to you.

on this day, we recall the memories

of what we're going thru

in my heart, a place

and its all for you...

So we're soon leaving Amari Vogue for the airport.. Yay!!! I hate traveling around w a diaper on -,- and if there's any explanation required on my crazy rant last post was def due to pms! Anyhoo... I didnt put that matter to rest..instead I laid out a few possibilities that could take place if this and that happened or didn't happen.. And fair enough whatever happens, least I won't be at lost. Even tho it is all a matter of giving and taking and in my boyfriends term " meeting halfway " ... I was actually pretty certain w postponing the engagement and what not till the coast is undoubtfully clear but after some negotiation,I guess I'll be able to close one eye for another 2 years when he'll be selling the apartment off... I hate talking bout stressful mindfucking matters! Stay tuned for pictures soon:)

Xoxo

Yo! So as ive mentioned.. Currently am in Krabi w bf:) it's been great for the past 3 days.. We're leaving tomorrow at 2pm! As much as i looooove being here, I miss those back at home too! On Friday when we got here, didn't do much, just wet down to the beach by the resort then to Ao Nang for seafood dinner.. Yesterday we went to 3 islands for sightseeing and snorkeling:) bf bothered to bring along our snorkeling gears ! Haha.. We're now hanging at the beach before getting on the shuttle bus down to Ao Nang for lunch and some shopping... Nothing much really... It's just to spend as much quality time w bf... Even though getting annoyed at him for random reasons are inevitable -,- he seriously loves waking me up at wrong timings!!-..- anyhooooo... It's been all good:) but if y'all don't mind, I would like to put aside a section for ranting out what's in my mind...

The thing to do after breaking up is? To leave... That means if you're currently living together w him and it's his apartment, you fuck off... Right? But out of curiosity, why do some still have their asses around ? No matter what situation comes after, that's a different story.... Let's put it this way... My boyfriend's ex is still staying in his apartment back in Norway... Just typing that out makes me annoyed as hell... His reason is that he trusts her enough as a tenant to not screw up the place... Like ok. So I'm sure he didn't break up with her before he got the job offer in Singapore... So why didn't she leave as soon as they broke up?? They share the rent for the apartment like couples do.. It's just so wrong. This matter is just non negotiable to him. Makes me so doubtful bout what we have going on. SHE JUST HAS TO FUCK OFF TO MAKE EVERYTHING OK! I hate it so much. I might just go crazy bout this matter and leave. One is enough to fit the frame, not another extra. But now I wonder, who's the extra? FML

im currently in the whole Haifa Wehbi crazzzze! she is amazing! she just sounds bloody sexy in all her songs..oh well :)

anyhoo, reasons to look forward to 2012 ;

• krabi trip this CNY
• cooking class w Are @ Osia, Sentosa + dinner for Vday
• car liscence
• turning fcking 20
• GETTING ENGAGED! :D

yo ho schmo bro.

ok, so its been awhile... i'm contemplating if i should keep this space orrrr just shut it down...reason being, blogs have been an awesome place to rant/ go crazy and what not but ykno i've found a new love in letting them all out on my bf! and its just an amazing feeling.. oh well.feel like grabbing my guitar and make a decent cover.its been a long time since i bothered letting loose w my voice